Life gets hard sometimes. Everybody knows that. But if you're in a pit you don't think you can get out of, just stop for a second, and think... What are you fighting for? WHO are you fighting for? I can say from personal experience, that if you have a goal, NEVER lose sight of that goal. You can climb MOUNTAINS if you're determined enough. But it's impossible to do everything alone. You're gonna need help eventually. So make sure to also get yourself friends that will be willing to help you no matter what. I've been in this exact place. A few months back, I thought I was gonna be alone for eternity. But then I met all of my amazing friends, who pushed me to gain the will to be who I love being. And that's myself. Don't put yourself down and say you're pointless because of some grades, or some work, or any of that. You are you, and that's all you need to be. Don't like being a certain gender? You don't have to be. You have the power to be whoever you want to be. And that's what makes you loved by so many.